christmas christmas christmas!

Today is the 25th dec, which is also stephchen's bday!
Celebrated it on the 23rd at the 1k mark pontoon, which was just awesome :D (im waiting for YL to send me the photos)



SOOoooo, she received $50 adidas voucher and a cake, which i baked (insert a BIG grin here) and i bet she is having a wonderful time in malacca right now. So stephiechen, HappyBirthday, once again (:

back to the topic - christmas.
nothing much actually, just like every year. small party, church, dinner, presents.
Frankly, i dont really have any mood to celebrate christmas (or even new year). I was waiting for that special gift (cus someone thought that i'll receive it as a christmas present), but it didnt appear/come at all. My hopes and dreams are vanished, like totally.
This is the end of the month of december, i shouldnt be pinning any hopes on receiving it. Im trying to give up on that thought, but the more i think about it, the more i want it. The urge is just too great that i cant barely give up. I need that someone to talk to. sigggghhhhh ):
On a happier note, i found my newfound friend (according to him, he is not considered one) this christmas! :D and im happy to receive that call from sultan :DD

Anyway, Merry Christmas to all! (i dont really like replying messages, apologies)


lonely and troubled nights.
come back quick quick quick.
there's so much i need to say and grief about.