the very first meant everything

nevermind the previous post.

We think too small.
Like the frog at the bottom of the well.
He thinks the sky is only as big as the top of the well.
If he surfaced, he would have an entirely different view.

sometimes, i asked myself if i am doing the right thing.
if i should just be honest about it.
but still, i cant bring myself to even hint her about the disappointment.

i have been trying to force myself to forget about it for the whole day.
however, to no avail ): your image is always swimming in my mind, and it's hard to erase it just like that.
painful yet joyous at the same time. happy memories stayed on, but the painful ones just hurt the most.
im happy that we get the chance to know each other, but i think, it's time to let go.
goodbye.

i have capsized.
with the help of lifejacket, i managed to stay afloat.
and swimming away wont solve any damn problem that i have right now.

i saw chuaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan! at queensway yesterday. apparently, he saw me with raymond-.-
we were looking for the canoeing jacket. the adidas jacket is looking way gooood O:
ohplease, trying to stay within budget is just sooooo difficult! D: