internet was down for a freaking 2weeks.
but i guess, it's a good thing. no more TEMPTATIONS!

LTC was great, close to awesome i guess.
it was just the first day that kinda suck, cus it was talks and talks and more talks ):
i really admire the people in my group. they were AWESOME!
the thing about them that i admire most is their determination!
way the go, group6!

womens' champ.
gosh, it was a total luck that we got into semis.
but at least, im happy with the timings.
thanks yuhua!

somehow, i felt weird during trainings.
i have no idea why, but it just feels weird.
something is seriously missing from training, but i dont know what is it.

and yes, went for saxist outing the other day.
it was at taka. went to eat at seoul garden, and hwajie was there too -.-
yes i know, all the unhealthy food.
it was fun and yes, im happy to be able to see them again (:

there are lots of things going through my mind right now.
i dont know why am i thinking so much, where i am only supposed to be thinking about midyears and nationals.
freak, i hate myself when it comes to this feeling.
i cant do things right. i feel like shit. totally.

i did put in an effort for midyears. and im still doing it right now.
so please, let me pass or do well.
i dont want to get U.
im feeling the nerve after listening to what mr hoi said that day ):

i saw things that i shouldnt see.
quite a fool to view it, and now, i know the freaking truth.
freak. since then, i cant give up that thought.
but do i have to now?
i have been telling myself to give up that damn thought, but i just couldnt.
am i doing the right thing?