the life of man is like a shadow - play

which must in the end return to nothingness

Thursday, February 28, 2008

it was of no wonder that we were a strong team, strive hard kudos.

dragonaboatting was interesting, eventhough it was my second time.
anyway, the class got bonded rather well. that was despite the fact that we got scolded as a class.
it's better that we were scolded as a class rather than just letting that person get all the scolding himself. class spirit it was.

somehow, i got that urged to be determined and work hard in canoeing, at least to achieve something.
it was probably due to yesterday's water training.
the passion is still burning in me, and i do hope that will keep me going on. woosh!

train hard . be determined . be strong .

Tuesday, February 26, 2008

if i live a thousand years, i could never explain. thats how it is.




the day came.
it was time for us to part, and never be able to meet each other again.
painful, but i stopped myself from tearing.
it was heart breaking, but i will always remember the last thing you said to me.
'girl, forget me not, think of me and i'll be there'

bitter
sweet.

o2 2008 was sweeeeet. IG21 was superb, awesome to the max(:
i had much fun with dosage of enthusiasm pumped in. that's how orientation should be.
im happy and indeed, IG21 was the best because we cheered for the house, despite the rest not.
we had much hyper and inhouse stories of 'gay-ness'. it was meant to be a joke luhs.
thankyou for the wonderful memories, IG21.
short and sweet -.-


1T18 it is.
i'm glad for the fact that t13 students are in the same class, but still ...
joshua and joel werent there. i missed them much and i do hope their appeal would be successful. still, i should be excited that arnold and xuanan are in the same class as me (yay, gessians ftw)

i have been sitting infront of the laptop for a freaking 3 hours straight.
had to do class some stuff, crapping with friends, watching some really hillarious videos. that's how i kill time HAHA.

a mix of emotions, but cant be helped.
i'm so gonna work hard to achieve my dream and i do hope that i have that little determination to keep myself motivated. and enjoy school life, of course.
damn, wake up for once.

Friday, February 22, 2008

seeing you in smiles is everything cause nothing else matters.
kido, be happy!



embraced with sadness throughout the day, despite the fact that i was rather enthusiastic about cheering in the late morning. however, the reality remains. we are separated and i missed them terribly.
those were the times that we had fun and we laughed till there's no end. we encouraged each other, and never gave up on anyone.
these people are the ones that gave me the motivation to come to school everyday. they are the ones that made my day and cheered me up when i'm down. they too are the ones who made our teacher laughed alot, really alot.
man, how can i possibly forget them? how i can possibly leave them out of my life?
they are the ones. they are the people that made me go wild and high!

ohgod, bless them wherever they are. let them know that i miss them much.

i've never felt this much before and i know why.


p.s just for 1T13. for those who wants the orientation photos, they are uploaded to my multiply. but it's only the first 20 pictures. the rest are with tiara. for those who are lazy to save the whole lot of it, please pass me your thumbdrive (1GB please). thanks!

Tuesday, February 19, 2008

disappointment after disappointment. broken heart, kido.

crap crap crap. i almost made the biggest mistake in my life! ok, not in my life alright.
i can barely remember that i have to submit a petition for 1T13 to stay as a class, but thankfully, i made it just in time!
and there it was. 1T13 mini class outing. we just had lunch and icecream. but we crapped, laughed, get bored alot. HAHA.
it was supposed to be fun, but when it came to decision making, i seriously dreaded it. it's mind boggling. will upload the pictures when/if i get hold of them, and when i'm not lazy/busy/tired/etc.
so, we had fun today and hopefully, we can stay as a class, really praying hard for it. im rather sentimental, i treasure the people around me.
tomorrow will be the last day that we will spend as a class, and unfortunately, there's no pe ):


just cant believe it. how big a person's ego can be.
frankly, calling yourself more intellectual than others can be deemed as a sin, but who cares, you are the one who said it, not me.
freak, how come there are sooooo many such people on earth!

Saturday, February 16, 2008

and again, you made me smile kido!


part of 1T13.


ROCKAFELLA was great, but it was rather monotonous due to the fact that we have too many restrictions. but overall, we were super high, totally. screamed like the whole hall is mine.
and yah, the ultimate aim on going for it is to support our one and only dearest facil - DANIEL (from the Ponies). he's great with his guitar (eventhough he claimed that he screwed his solo).
it ended rather late, but nevertheless, we still took sometime off to have dinner/supper!

and so it came again. i felt unwell this morning and thus i have to forgo my training (and plus, i had doctor's appointment). coughing pretty badly, and i needed the toilet every 15minutes or so (but thankgoodness, it was much much better in the afternoon).



and yes, please dont doubt my love of 1T13, the super TIGHT class!

Wednesday, February 13, 2008

a broken heart that has given up

there's only one thing that i'm really hoping for now.
it's for 1T13 to stay as a class after 2nd intake.

no matter how hard it takes for us to stay as a class, we will do it as a class and we will remain as one.
for those who cant meet the cutoff point, please please, APPEAL.
remember, god will only help those who will help themselves.
appeal and pray hard.
and always stay optimistic.
it's not a normative statement though.

lord, please answer my prayer.

Monday, February 11, 2008

you're every line, you're every word, you're everything.
you are the everything, kido

just reached home from the airport ):
YAY! chinese new year with mum's family was awesome. everything was so undescriable.
and the food there was the BOMBx100! and the plus point is that, the seafood there is relatively cheap as compared to spore's.
shopped for comics and did part of my homework there.
we(my cousins and i) would stay up till 3am to play cards and we had a stayover at another cousin's house. HAHA, exciting eh?
afterall, i want to go back there again ! and oh, my cousin's puppy is just soooo adorable.

as for now, i am so dead.
homework not completed, lots of them by the way.
and NINTENDO DS is freaking addictive!

Tuesday, February 5, 2008

you pulled every string in my heart to make it sing, kido!

seeing is believing, that's right.
feel it, and feel it right.
eversince then, i've never felt like this before. felt like how i once used to feel.
something inside keeps urging me to be a lively and happy kid again, to feel the love of the people that surrounds me. and HEY! i love that feeling (:
and hohoho, you made my day just by letting me to have a glance of your kiddy face.
hey kido, thanks and i love your face (: