TOUGH DAY at wimbledon

it was a great match between Ana Ivanovic and Nathalie Dechy.
alas, Ana escaped being scraped off wimbledon thanks to a lucky net cord. it was really LUCKY!
i managed to watch the match for 2 sets, but it was the third that was the most exciting, i believe. they played till the 18games.
in short, Ana won 6-7, 7-6, 10-8 :D

However, luck wasnt on Novak's side.
yes, my idol lost the game to Marat Safin in straight sets ):
man, what a day in tennis.
and now, the men's semis and finals wont be that exciting anymore, unless Safin goes above 4th round!

last paper tomorrow.
and 2 weeks to nationals.
work hard, team!

THEDAY is coming.

i've got the best bestfriend and friends!
that i couldnt wish for more.

it was after such a long time eversince i allow myself to confide stuff to a friend.
and i felt much much much better after that long talk.
vincent, i know that you are the best okay (HA HA!)

i thank god everyday for the gift of friends.
they (other than my family) are the greatest gift that god has given me.
and yes, these are the people that i'll not hesitate to sacrifice for.

midyears midyears.
MUG, MUGGING, LIKE SHIT.

i want to know everyone's happy pill!
cus im really gonna be so dead for the next few days, save me.
time to hit the books, bye.

internet was down for a freaking 2weeks.
but i guess, it's a good thing. no more TEMPTATIONS!

LTC was great, close to awesome i guess.
it was just the first day that kinda suck, cus it was talks and talks and more talks ):
i really admire the people in my group. they were AWESOME!
the thing about them that i admire most is their determination!
way the go, group6!

womens' champ.
gosh, it was a total luck that we got into semis.
but at least, im happy with the timings.
thanks yuhua!

somehow, i felt weird during trainings.
i have no idea why, but it just feels weird.
something is seriously missing from training, but i dont know what is it.

and yes, went for saxist outing the other day.
it was at taka. went to eat at seoul garden, and hwajie was there too -.-
yes i know, all the unhealthy food.
it was fun and yes, im happy to be able to see them again (:

there are lots of things going through my mind right now.
i dont know why am i thinking so much, where i am only supposed to be thinking about midyears and nationals.
freak, i hate myself when it comes to this feeling.
i cant do things right. i feel like shit. totally.

i did put in an effort for midyears. and im still doing it right now.
so please, let me pass or do well.
i dont want to get U.
im feeling the nerve after listening to what mr hoi said that day ):

i saw things that i shouldnt see.
quite a fool to view it, and now, i know the freaking truth.
freak. since then, i cant give up that thought.
but do i have to now?
i have been telling myself to give up that damn thought, but i just couldnt.
am i doing the right thing?