Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer

joseph turns 17 today :D
He was the very first guy that i avoided during the first few days of JAE as he was rather scary.
Anw, the class treated him for lunch at astons.

Frisbee was super AWESOME today (:
my group was a total awesome! we have 11 players? of which more than half of us are girls! not bad uh. so, isaac lim confiscated the frisbee yesterday, but still .... ha, we continued playing today, at the exact same place. how daring uh.

i have to say something about this classmate of mine - Angela Teo.
okay, she is damn crazy. angela + ashley = quite a disaster. They sang some chinese song today, which was -.- haha. but she's quite nice luh. and she said she loves me :D love to the power of infinity.
Great, awesome Haha. seriously, the class will be quite dead if she doesnt come to school. and it did happened for a number of times.

i kept wondering to myself of things that i shouldnt be thinking right now. the more i see him in school and during frisbee, the more i feel like talking to him.
and yes, i talked to him for the past 2 days, by chance i guess. I dont know, it just feels quite good.
To YOU: im so sorry that i hit your head with the frisbee and it caught you by suprise ):

and, Boys Likes Girls is awesome yo!

grant me this wish

a year older. a brand new year ahead of me.
and i'm living the life of an eighteen year old as of this point of time.

frisbee with the canoeists and classmates for these two days were AWESOME :D
but waking up at 5.30am for two consecutive days wasnt easy at all.
anyway, got taupok (from the girls team) and smashed with cream today. and it wasnt fun running away from ryan and weijie. HEH.
many thanks to those who gave their wishes through whatever means, i really appreciate it (:
esp CANOEISTS and 1T18 (:

today was all fun.
didnt study much, and im seriously behind schedule.
i was so freaked out after hearing from weijie(the other one) that he has nearly completed his preparation for promos. ohmygosh please.
therefore, i think it's time for me to start MMAO aka mugging my ass off.

and apparently, i just saw something which made me super extra high NOW. goooosh :D yes yes, im super high now. i can see that im smiling widely :D
and yes, i cant wait for monday! monday, please comeeeeee!

whatever the outcome is, just let me have this memory of liking you.

what a day!

i am praying that a kind hearted soul will return my wallet within these few days. there are really important things inside and if i dont get it back, im screwed.
please let me believe that this world is a nice place, with nice people around ):

im tired of not completing what i planned to do everyday.
that feeling just sucks.
19 days to promos, i can do it!

i'm feeling lousy. the only thing that cheered me up was swimming with nic. awesome.
tomorrow will be a sucky day.
2hours of GP ):
shall end here, lots of work to complete.
GO STEPH, just 20 days to promos!

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again

these sentences made a great impact on me when i listened to the song titled Lucky by Jason Mraz. I was on the bus, and it was raining. I looked out of the window, looking at the water flowing down and suddenly, i realised that these lyrics are my reality. It may not be a lucky thing, but that's a fact that i cant deny.

today was not well spent at all. Supposed to go to angela's house for a swim, and study after that. But apparently, she slept in ): maybe, i should have went to school to study. staying at home to study was a rather bad choice after all. i slept for an hour before studying. and now, i cant even concentrate. what is wrong with me?

but i am glad to spend the day at home. i finally found what i want, for now. my passion for music is still there, it has not die off. my piano teacher was bad enough to have killed my passion for music, like entirely. Fortunately, i played the piano for 3 times today, 45 min each time. I swear, i have never done that since the start of the year. It made me feel really good. For every piece i played, i'm contented with how i perform, but still, i wish to do better.

25 more days.
yes, 25 more days. I have only 25 more days.
at the current rate im going, i dont know if i can make it. Physics is really killing me. The notes are damn thick, which i find it a chore. Everytime i read physics, the only thing that comes to my mind is - I want to do math, I want to do math.
This really sucks, but the temptation is just too great.
I wil conquer physics, and I WILL.

the worse thing is, im currently 'addicted' to this drama series.
the storyline is pretty alright, but what struck me is that their moral of story - FATE is something that you cant run away from.
imagine. when you were young, you met this boy who said that you are his princess and promised to protect you all his life and when he went abroad, he promised that he will come back to fulfill that promise. how sweet is that.
sadly, life can never be so good.

goodnight life.

It's amazing how someone can do such a despicable act.
fcuk. i never knew that behind his jolly character was this ruthless boy.
NOW, I KNOW!
i think it's more than enough.

went to angela's house for a swim and to study.
quite productive in a sense that i did physics!
promos is getting nearer and nearer, and im so dead ):

there's so much things that i want to say to you, but there isnt much chance.
i just wish that time could stop at the point of time when i first met you.
maybe, this is what they call -the sweet sweet love, the bitter sweet feeling.

and, please dont go.